seahat

So I mentioned before that stepping back and disentangling my personal life from my story has yielded many benefitsss, such as that of being able to see silly decisions that were made for silly reasons.

( Here's one of them )

oh well...
i'll look at my notes and try and piecce the story back together. Maybe there is a big big reason why I did this after all, and I just really can't remember..

( pow )

skype is ridiculously super cool. everyone should have skype, everyone everyone!!!!
EVERYONE!!!

Im caught up in some intense midterms. and then after, I'll be caught up in my intense sewing project. But I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who is commenting on Bulys still even though it is obviously asleep for now. Every random comment I get, the more I miss the big lug of a comic and the more I wanna come back. Don't worry guys, soonwise. soonwise!

until then, skype! EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE SKYPE

+last night's lost episode was kool. hurley and miles make a great team

haha i am maybe in some trouble.
i am scripted like six or so pages ahead in bulys, but i looked back at my notes and stuff and i dont really understand any of them ): 

OH WELL i am hungryyyy for sum c-c-c-crrrazybreaddd

Hey, hi, hallo.

I am kinda like being forced out of hiatus by some things in life, which is funny  and weird but also okay. I think I  am more or less ready to come back anyway, I am just being lazy at this point.

One cool thing that has happened as a result of me being gone is that I have become less attached to my own characters.  This makes it possible for me to  put the story ahead of the characters, which is, in myy opinionnn, where it should be  anyway.  FOR EXAMPLE. In this weirdo circus story I have been mulling over since the dawn of time, a character named George was the main character. This presented problems  because George has feathers growing out of his head and I have no real reason for why he is a tenthand and not a sideshow freak, or even why he has them since his past has nothing to do with the story. BUT, since I wrote it with him in mind, it was a wrench to think about changin his appearance or him or whatever, lalala but NOW THAT I DON'T REALLY CARE (jk, of course I still care but just not as stupidly and obsessively) I am free to change the main character to somebody else, and now there won't be any weirdo nonsensical details that nobody else understands or even cares about, like the main character having feathers growin out of his silly ass head.

ALsoo. this leaves me free to use George for stories he actually belongs in, like maybe one in which he shoots badguys or something. Actually, he probably doesn't really belong there either, but who cares! I can change his past so that he does. and IT WILL BE BETTER FOR EVERYONE since nobody even know what his past is, really! no one is attached to him the way I used to be, so there's no longer any reason why I can't change everything to be superfabulously perfect. There's no reason why I can't do this for everybody. I could change Merky's eye color to something less absurd, finally! Maybe brown!

Tis a wild and silly freedom.

lol  too bad i still don't have any ability to keep workin on stuff, that probably woulda been a better development. maybe.  
WOW, BTW, i have discovered the lost mobisodes like a million years later than everybody else and WOW, WOW, ALL THIS STUFF HAPPENS THAT YOUD THINK WOULD BE IMPORTANT ENOUGH FOR AN ACTUAL EPISODE BUT NO? NO? I GUESS NOT

guys wutsup

i AAaahh hm. I have entered into a kindof unannounced hiatus, it looks like, and it has  been good  for my bones. I  think I'm gonna stay away from the interblags for a littel while longer and recharge my shits. This actually kinda happens often, so I think I will just accept that and do my best to let everybody know when I am feeling like I need to disappear for a while.

comics will return with a vengeance, i promisepromise. I am scripting at least once a week, even if I'm not here to post stuff.
btw
LOST IS TONIGHT LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST

toot toot.

so I noticed that Buzzcomix reset Bulys's's vote count.
So I can see that once I finally give those guys a number of votes or whatever goal to aim for, I will have to do my part by updating regularlyyy bc I am hypothesizizing that it resets the votes if nobody votes in long enough of a time. I might be wrong, though. But either way, strictly super regularly weekly comics is gonna mean a lot more commitment from me, which means a big fat change in the way I do my life usually.
I don't mind doing it for Bulys, I just have to figure out how I'm gonna dig my heels in and do it.

Also.  in case anyone cares but has not noticed, Redhawks is gone! Why! Why is this! 
It is because I don't actually know what happens next, so I wanted to hiatus it. I figured if I was gonna have a third comic, I'd be better off with this other one I'm planning, with a lot less characters (Redhawks was shaping up to have as much characters as Bulys, if not more. Horrible!) and a lot less complicationsszszszsss. 
And since I foresaw it as being a very, very long hiatus, I decided to take it down altogether because I don't like inactive  comics lying around  and taking up my shits. Why is Jamgry still around then, you ask? And wait, where did that 'goodbye forever' image go, asketh ye?
HM I DUNNO. I DUN REALLY KNOW. HMMM.

It... I had decided to delete Redhawks before new years, but it only occurred to me to warn everybody or direct them all to my next comic after I deleted it all ): Of course.

umm. Well I think that's it. Sorry, I don't have a pictuuure. I made a New Years resolution to draw evverydayy  BUT, so far it has just been lots of doodles on my notes and stuff. I scripted the next few pages of Bulys! So, look forward!

today's picture is UNNNFINISHSSHSHEDDD
( princess w.i.p. )

anywayyyYYYY So I spent like seventy thousand hours last night doing html stuff for to make the art/fanart gallery for the bulypage. And even after I put all that work into it, it STILL looked like a piece of crap bc the template is a piece of crap, and I really started thinking about how the 'web' part of the webcomic is way more important than anybody thinks. Everyone judges books by their cover, no one can do anything about it. And presentation is even more important with webcomics bc you see the cover (being the website) every time you turn the page, you can't just like tear it off and like take a poo on it like you would with a regular comicbook. Not to toot my own horn or anything, but I think Bulys is a pretty cool story and it is a shame to me that its website is really not pretty cool at all

then I got to thinking about how, if I had someone to do my webpages AND my toning (i hate toning i hate toning) then my life would be SO EXCELLENT bc updates would be like quickquick succession and i wouldn't even have to do anything difficult. And then I realized that people actually have other people doing that stuff for them, they are called awesome friends lol.

i should look and see what awesome friends I can beg for mercy  from. I am luckier than most in that I have friends I can whine to all BOOHOOHOOO HAAALLP HALLP BOOHOOHOOO (lol nemubear does this sound familiar) and they will halp. Especially when I no longer have the gumption or malleable brains to become a master of web-crafting.

anyway, the point is. Now that I have figured out how important it is, exxpect awesome layouts in the future. One way or anotherrr i will have themmm oyaa

 forgot this one
( aurt stuffff unhhhh )

ummm i think that's it so far. i am updating bulys semi regularllllyyy... (lol of course ill be comicking when i should be studying for LOS EXAMENES FINALES) redhawks i am most likely gonna put on a realy weird and different updating schedule, which i will announce with the next page.   ...yep yep yeahhh

i am SO DANG EXCITED FOR MY DR HORRIBE DVD I COULD PEE I COULD SERIOUSLY PEE

( ONE SOLITARY DOODLEEEE )

I haven't been drawing much pluh pluh pluh. I'd better get started on  my weekly pages though, huh. OR studying for finals lol whatever

ANYWAY IF YOU ARE A DR HORRIBLE FAN GO HERE GO HERE BUY IT NOW http://www.amazon.com/Horribles-Sing-Along-Blog-Patrick-Harris/dp/B001M5UDGS/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&s=dvd&qid=1228164544&sr=8-3 !!!!   The more successful these creative-works-made-for-the-internet things end up being, the better for us other internet-based creative types.

p.s. in case you don't know anything about it, Dr. Horrible is a juggernaut of sass. It's a musical written by the screenwriters back when they were on strike.
watch it here: http://drhorrible.com/

AND THEN BUY IT HERE www.amazon.com/Horribles-Sing-Along-Blog-Patrick-Harris/dp/B001M5UDGS/ref=sr_1_3 YEAHHHHHH

p.s. i have been giving a fat load of thought a FAT LOAD of thought to artistboothing at fanime. it is a bigger investment than i ever expected, but I really wanna do it because hello, fun. Currently I am shopping around for really cheap prints and stuff (lol i totally embarrassed myself by accidentally asking for a quote at this one place, and I filled my name in as 'Pehet Auuaua' because I thought it was a robot. But a lady emailed me back and everything)

Part of the reason I wanna do this is it will give me incentive to work REALLY HARD until Fanime comes, so that I can build up a little bit more of a FRIENDBASE and. actually have people to hang out with lol.

I WISH I WAS AN ART GENIUS BOOHOOHOO.
specificallyyy uuhhh auau. I wish i could perform to my fullest more often than I do. I feel like I can do way, way better and prettier pages than I am doing right now, it's just that blauaugh. I know it's bad if I switch into quality over quantity mode because then absssolutely nothing will get done but I just get all jealous and grumpy when I see people's comics with arts and stuff and unhhhhh hhfffPFHOFFPOFF. whatever.

I also have a feeling like I'm wasting all my good ideas by making them practice comics like I am. I know it's the dumbest thing ever because I still have like 60 more years of my life (hopefully) to make more, BETTER ideas, but ugh ugh I just can't shake the feeling ):   Like I really don't see how it gets much better than boys screaming and punching each other.
Oohhh. Hopefully when I finally finish my current comics, I will be such a colossal comic expert that I can make pages that are as pretty as they are abundantttttt and I will be king of everything. Patience patience patience patience practice practice practice practice patience patience practice patience practice.

In other news, I went back to deviantart because my new comic has a bunch of girls in it. here I am: http://peahat.deviantart.com
my lovely frends at ygal never cease to amaze me with their kindness and their.. numbers lol there's so many of them. so wonderful. HII GUYSS IF YOURE THERE, WHATSAP.

k here are some doodles horray bobby


( BAMBAMBAMBAMBAM )

edit: omg i am a trueblue dumdum, I wasn't thinking and I used my refillable copic pen to clean the dust and food out of my keyboard and now it's all frayed and I can't even use itttTTTT AAAAAAAAAAA

Sorry, I am not very good at updating this thing. I actually have not been very good about drawing lately, either. Anyone watching this journal is probably already dead lol sorry.
I have been like uhhHHHH doing COMICS but am making good of my promise not to upload any more pages to Bulys until I have finished at least ten.

Only now, since I've started another comic, it's more like twenty pages.
HERE IS THE COUNT lol in case you want to know:
Bulypages: 1 sketched
UnnamedComicpages: 3 inked 1 sketched.

vary slow ): but Im workin!

here are some previews of UNNAMED COMIC, along with anything else I find lurkin in my photobucket
( pics picspics pics pics )


uhh..there is more stuff but it doesnt really have to do with anything and this Rich text LJ box is being very buggy and annoying, so. Next time, I guess!!!

ahahahah uhhh i like this layout better than the one on my actual livejournal ):

ANYWYAYYAYY I have been doing a lot of oekakies. oekakis?? oekaki. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME, SPELLCHECK



gosh, I have sucha headache

oh and. well. I'm pretty sure nobody is going to care much, but would anyone want me to make tags by character? hm hm hmm?

HERE ARE SOME SKETCHES I DID FOR THIS BIG SKETCHBOOK I HAFTA FILL FOR MY DRAWING CLASS. Hopefully it will encourage me to draw more, even though it is encouraging me to draw traditional media, which is sad  :C

KKKK THAT'S ALL FOR NOWOWOWOOWWWW

HELLO THIS IS THE ART JOURNAL FOR peahat.

Expect uhh letsee, what should you expect.

• doodles
•  sketches
• whole pictures if I am pleased with them
• ESSAYS ABOUT EACH ONE BECAUSE I WRITE FOREVER
• failed comic pages
• panels from future pages (i will warn for spoilers, of courrrrssssssee)
• stuff, iuno, i guess we'll see.
• MAYBE WRITINGS ALSO, HOW EXCITING!
• WRITINGS!!!!!

YES OKAY. HOW FUN